~XXcupidhatesmeXX

OMG .. my life really suck ( yea yea yea I knwo that there are people out there that life sucks more than mine . but rite now my life sucks ) I cut myself soo many fucking times .. it started to hurt after awhile ! Me and my dad got into a fight ( i hate him he is a ass hole .. he cheated on my mom and hate a babe with another lady and wants me to forgive him for that .. fuck that shit !) and soo ne wayz he told me that if i didn't straighten up my act that i would have to leave . I told him that it was my house adnt hat he shoudl be the one to leave , but did he leave fuck no , i was the one who was kicked out of me house ( FUCKING BICTH ) soo now i live with my aunt and grandmother , and pretty soon i am off to " BrookLane " .. OoOo joy .. what fun . !

I know i luv brittany ( i luv her with all my heart ) she is my babe ! But sometimes i feel like i could be soem were else with somebody elese . She always tells people that she loves them and shit rite in fornt of me and she knows i don't liek that , plus she tells me that she is goingout with somebody else as a joke but i take it serouisly ( i am to gulilable ) . she has cheated on me before and i am realyl scared thats he mgiht do it again , i think thast why i have such a hard time dealing with her telling over people that she loves them and shit ! .